Revolution by F.I.R

ARGH!! 7 more days to finish my customs statement.. 3 more days to finalise the SRC pipeline transfer.. n TMR QUARTERLY MEETING.. god damn..= left only 1 1/2 day to do the finalisation.. (tis morning's already gone mostly..) + i'm already SOOOO.. SSSTTRREESSSS... studying seems better... other than the exams n project deadlines.. but well.. cant have the best of both worlds..

jus read an article in the morning..hey its still morning now.. ok.. a while ago... on depression.. n multilating one self.. hmmm.. I dun go abt slashing my own arms do i? other than being a klutz and crashing into everything in my way.. getting scars in the process.. n nope i dun have little voices saying things in my ears.. so althou i'm DEPRESSED.. its not depression~ one good thing... can jus say i'm over stressed by the environment dat i live in... woke up to nags tis morning.. argh.. beginning to hate my ah ma's voice.. very irritating to hear..esp early in the morning.. worse than my alarm.. + i slept at 2.30 last nite trying to finish my new lyric inspired by FIR's revolution~ heez.. tune's not really fixed yet but got the idea liao.. its gonna be ROCK!!~~~

taking a bit of a break now to type here..even thou i'm complaining abt no time and too much work... kk i shld explain the customs statement.. 3 10 days report.. one full report.. ALL... i haven touch.. [-_-||] HELP... n i have now 15 rolls of D/Os under my desk.. hidden from the eyes of my boss.. ahhahha... the SRC pipeline thing.. i normally finalise on the 2nd week.. budden tis guy GOING ON LEAVE.. = me gotta finialise b4 he goes on leave.. = tis week!!! ARGH... dying from stress... n going home doesnt help.. nags nags nags.. arkk!! n to tell the truth... they doesnt noe dat i'm already converted to perm.. *mweheheh*.. i guess the moment i say dat out.. by the next 2 days.. the whole family.. i mean 4 uncles and 2 aunties.. will get news of it.. i hate tis.. anyway.. they'll still ask during CNY.. u now study how arh? study finish liao?? OORRHH.. now work where arh??? i think i'm going MALAYSIA next yr!! to escape... n visit my other ah ma who i haven seen for.. lemme see.. abt 6 yrs.. +++ *i have motion sickness.. esp for long distance cab rides.. phobia..*

tore down my guppy tank yest.. had my 2 remaining females gupps in teenie weenie tanks swimming in methylene blue added water.. extremely dirty tank.. most prob i'll get rid of some of the plants in there... dat will be my future PUFFER tank!!~~ mwehehehhe..

looks like its raining... HELL.. always rain when i'm in sleeveless.. bloody hot when i'm in tee shirts.. everything's not going my way~~~

emily wanna go pool tonite.. i'm thinking... see if can finish my work anot lo.. at least up till the pt i can safely rest my mind.. budden pool doesnt help me in destressing at all.. arkk.. most prob i wun go.. zZzZzz.. sianz..

hungry.. sick of work but buried in work.. super sianz... n OVER STRESSED...